May 08, 2010

What is love?

Love is what I'm feeling right now. Love is when I just see her new display pic on a social networking site and get delirious, euphoric, and crazy with unbound happiness, so much that just want to scream at the top of voice that I love her! Love is when it takes just one look at her sweet pic to make me overflow with gratitude, so much that I have to fight back the tears of joy. Love is uncontrollable joy (I want to run, scream, fly) and pride that I feel upon looking at her. Love is when just a look at her 3x3-inch photograph releases feel-good hormones in every cell of my 6-feet tall frame; I feel light as a feather, feel like I can fly. Love is when I feel so mighty at her mere mention that I feel confident of winning the world with my one hand tied behind my back. Love is when all it takes is just one look at her (photograph) to melt my heart and make me fall for her all over again, head over heels.

Love is the audacity, and optimism, with which I've changed my relationship status to "committed" on social networking (which means I am committed and she will be). Love is the hope that one day, very soon, I'll get to talk to her again, we'll be friends again and she will see my love and she too will love me. Love is perseverance, with which I'm still trying to make nice after the heartbreaking fallout. Love is patience, still trying even after 18 months' failure of making nice. Love is the pain of the disappointment, the frustration of dejection, the hurt of the snub.

Love is loyalty. Love is holding on. Love is sincerity. Well, love is going on :) Haha.. Love is a stupid attempt at rhyming. Love is me trying to write poems just because she does. Love is breaking into a smile all of a sudden, recalling the merry moments of bygone days of our warm friendship. Love is when her elegant, sophisticated, over-emphasised mannerisms floored me effortlessly. Love is when I got lost in her beautiful eyes and wanted the moment to freeze.

Love is knowing that it's going to be alrite again. Love is incomprehensible faith and inexplicable optimism. Love is what I feel for her.

I love you...

5 comments:

Deepanjali Rao said...

Bless you!!! :))

Nilam said...

Its Really straight from the heart:)

I hope the message receiver updates her status soon...

arunima said...

o god hemant... ur truly in love... wish u the best from my heart.. :)

Bhavi said...

amazing...nice one hemant...felt it from deep inside my heart....

Hemant Gairola said...

@Dee, Nilam, Arunima, Bhavi
Thanks a lot! Yup, I'm blessed, the words came really straight from the heart as I'm truly in love. Glad that you all too could feel it deep inside your heart! Thanks!